Nervous & Weird Lyrics

You know I want to be the way you want me to big hearted and tall enough to cover you I 
would break in half if you said it loud splinter out of myself just like mercury I think 
it's better now, than how it used to be you were lying in bed and I would levitate I 
thing it's better here, than where we used to be I wish I could go out into the Oregon 
sun...to be alive in teh day...I would smile at everyone I remember you back in '83 you 
were dressing insane you were my everything You were so different from all those other 
girls a blind electra in drag so cool and casually lame I think I'm better now than how 
I used to be always nervous and weird scared most of the time I think it's better now 
than how it used to be always up in the night afraid to live in the day afraisd of being
afraid now I sit alone when you're not around I read aloud just to hear a friendly noise 
I see your scary dolls they always look at me from the corner of my eyes I see them 
shake their heads you know I want to be the way you want me to big hearted and tall 
enough to cover I wish I could go out just to be alive in the day